April 1, 2019

Dear Eva, Hey sweet baby! I miss you bunches! I’ve been struggling with the blog lately. I pull out the laptop and get ready to write and just stare at the blank screen. I worry that I’m constantly repeating myself with the same grief stuff I always talk about. I worry that it’s “too much” … More April 1, 2019

Rare Disease Day

February 28, 2019. In Honor of Rare Disease Day I wanted to change up my regular blog format and focus on spreading more information about ITP instead of focusing only on our experience. Our experience with ITP is even more rare than the disease itself. Eva really was one in a million. This is not … More Rare Disease Day

February 20, 2019

Dear Eva, Hey Sweet Heart. Miss you like crazy. I’ve been having a really tough few days. Daddy and I got out of town on Friday and came home on Saturday and I’ve been basically crying since we came home. I’m not even sure what triggered this but I’ve not been able to snap out … More February 20, 2019

February 14, 2019

Dear Eva, Happy Valentine’s Day Baby Goober! I miss you! Please give Grandma Eva, Grandma Blanche, and Grandpa Bernard big Valentines kisses for me. I miss you all so much. I’m feeling kinda funny today. Not sad, not happy. Just off. Missing you on these special days is so much harder than regular days. I … More February 14, 2019

February 12, 2019

Dear Eva, Hey Baby Girl. I miss you! I love you! It’s been a couple days since I last updated our “One Year Ago” blog stream so I thought I better jump on here today. It’s been a quiet couple of days and Mama really needed that. My emotions got the better of me on … More February 12, 2019

February 9, 2019

Dear Eva, I just spent what seems like forever transferring 2093 pictures on to a USB drive. Every single picture I have of you. Which might be a lot but is honestly not nearly enough. I know that Aunty Jack has a bunch too that I’ll have to steal one day but for now having … More February 9, 2019