August 14, 2018

Dear Eva, Hey Baby Girl! Mama misses you so much! I need to write to you more often, I know that it helps me and gets me through the tough patches. I’ve been struggling with the direction to take to blog the last little while. Putting this all out there comes with some risk of … More August 14, 2018

August 9, 2018

Dear Eva, Okay Baby. Mama is listening. Yesterday I woke up and jumped in the shower and the anxiety and missing you hit me very hard. I stood in that shower for a long time trying to get control of the anxious feelings before they took over. I stood there so long I was pretty … More August 9, 2018

August 2, 2018

Dear Eva, I miss you more than you will ever ever know. Mama is really tired tonight and having a hard time processing these feelings. I don’t even think I can get much down on the blog tonight. I just knew that I needed to tell you I missed you. I love you so much. … More August 2, 2018

August 1, 2018

Dear Eva, I have this memory in my head today. I can’t shake it, but that is okay because it is a happy one. It was a Saturday, Mama and you were at home, and Daddy was loading cars. I decided that I wanted to take you on a Mom and Eva date. I packed … More August 1, 2018

July 28, 2018

Dear Eva, Hey Sweet Girl. I miss you. Mama had a pretty productive day today, I woke up feeling pretty refreshed and better than I had since I woke up sick on Tuesday. I made breakfast for Daddy and Aunty Jack, and then Daddy and I went shopping for a few things we needed for … More July 28, 2018

July 26, 2018

Dear Eva, Hey, Sweet Girl. Mama misses you. I’m sitting downstairs, underneath two blankets with the TV on, wide awake. This cold has made me so tired that I can’t sleep at all. These nights when I can’t sleep are the hardest because I can’t stop thinking about you. All those nights that you couldn’t … More July 26, 2018