Dear Eva,
I miss you more than you will ever ever know. Mama is really tired tonight and having a hard time processing these feelings. I don’t even think I can get much down on the blog tonight. I just knew that I needed to tell you I missed you. I love you so much. The darkness is so strong and I’ve felt trapped in it all afternoon. I’m going to keep your daddy really close tonight, hopefully he can help Mama fight out of the darkness.
I just need you to know that I love you. I need you to know I wasn’t ready for you to go. I need you to know that if love and wishes could bring you back, you would be here. I miss you. Daddy misses you. Ghost, Stormy, and Tundra miss you too. We all wish we could love you back.
Love and Kisses,
Your Mama.